Honesty

Honesty is good. Let's be honest.

NUMBER ONE: Blogging has been the last thing on my mind recently. And I apologize for that! I hope to get back in the swing of things sooner rather than later. But I keep telling myself that and then million other things pop in my life... *sighs*. But I haven't forgotten, don't worry!

NUMBER TWO: Lent this year= fail. Utter fail. I attempted a pretty lofty goal and Lent started out pretty well but then just kind of ended in a flop. (Alas, it is not over, so let's pray the remaining days are good ones!) 

NUMBER THREE: My life is a mess. I really have no idea what I am doing; I am blindly walking through whatever it's throwing at me. Now would not be a good time to ask for advice because I frankly have no idea what I am doing myself. I think a big part of it comes from a recent show of mine that ended (don't worry I will make a blog post over it soon) and it kind of left a really big hole in my life. 

NUMBER FOUR: I still got trust in God (yay) but I have no idea what His plan is for me (not yay). At first I was like "oh, that's fine, what an adventure!" But now it is scaring me. It's like those weird times when you have trust in what your parents are doing, but you are a little wary of the direction they are taking you... that's me right now. 

NUMBER FIVE: Pretty stoked for Triduum, but I have this fear I am going to mess it up somehow (as if it can be messed up). I am trying to fast in different areas of my life both to make up for my Lenten promise fail and to make this Triduum great. We shall see how it goes. :) 

NUMBER SIX: Just a little teaser of my brain when thinking about my blog... I might be taking it in a new direction. Interpret that as you will, but hopefully there will be some positive changes within the next few months. :) 

NUMBER SEVEN: I need to go take a nap right now. And you guys probably have heard enough about the weirdness of my life so I shall stop. :) 

Whew. I am glad I got that out. You all deserve to know what's going on and why I have been gone recently! I will explain a bit more in future posts to come. Have a great rest of your Lent and a blessed Easter!

All through Christ,

Maddie